Not so bad after all

Anthony doesn't need surgery! YEAH! His bones are connected but that shouldn't be such a problem the doctor said and likely they will get connected again after surgery due to the healingprocess. The pain he had for a few days is totally gone, no idea what caused it, but it is gone! 

The new washingmachine arrived. We got it from Indesit after the washingmachine we had from them exploded(in case you missed that scroll down two posts).

So how am I doing? I am still trying to find balance in my life. Somedays this seems harder then other days. I wish I could grab onto it for more than just a few days or sometimes even just hours but so far I haven't been able to do so, but I keep trying. It is frustrating though, very frustrating. Weightgain is what makes me feel sad and I feel like I truly have a problem with food. It is like many things with my life I feel like I can't get a hold of it. I have it and then it slips through my fingers again and I have no idea on how to get it back again. Being aware of this is what is the most frustrating part of it all. I feel like such a loser sometimes not being able to get my life on track the way I want it to go. I know everything in my head but for some reason I can't make it happen. Ah well, I keep trying....

Corinnexxx

Comments

[D@nielle]

gewoon blijven volhouden, er komt een dag dat je het vast zal houden daar ben je sterk genoeg voor !

[monique]

{{{{{'dikke' knuffel}}}}}

[delphine]

it's great for your son!!I really hope you will find the balance in your life!you deserve it!

[Ingrid]

Gewoon volhouden, Corinne. Ik heb sinds 1995 een chronische depressie, de meeste dagen gaat het inmiddels goed (naar mijn inmiddels bijgestelde maatstaven), sommige dagen loopt alles fout. Leg voor jezelf de lat niet te hoog en wees gewoon lief voor jezelf.

[Anniek]

Heb je al gehoord over The Gabriel Method? Misschien wel iets voor jou in je strijd met eten. Fijn dat Anthony niet geopereerd hoeft te worden!