OK a bit of rambling now:
Yesterday evening I was with one of my best friends since I was 12 years old and she said that she could see I looked different, also in weight loss but more in the way my energy was coming across. I told her that I feel like my soul is so happy I connected with it again and I said out loud: I feel really, REALLY happy inside...and than I choked up and tears of happiness appeared out of nowhere. It felt like a click inside of me and for the first time in a lot of years I truly truly feel so happy inside, a feeling I have not experienced for so long.
I just came back from my Cambridge consultant and I lost another 2 kilo's in my eating week!!! which is 9,9 kilo's in total in 4 weeks time. You can check out my facebook for the video I just posted on my progress :) and make sure you watch the other ones there from weeks before this one, you can really see the difference i think.
While I was away with my friends I called my DH and he told me that Anthony was allowed to drive on his bike to the Bakkery to get more bread for us. He gave him enough money with him. When he came home he bought next to the bread, a special cookie for his dad and a roses and a card for me. On the card he wrote:
Dear daddy and mommy. Thanks for allowing me to do so much from you, this is my thank you.
OK I completely choked up when I heard that. Because he is Autistic and has ADHD we have been very strict in what he can and can't do and one of the things was drive on his bike on his own while crossing roads and such. Simply because he doesn't focus and has been in 2 bad accidents already. But he has been doing so incredibly good at home and in school for the past few weeks that we are letting him have more responsibility's as well and he loves that. I wonder if it has anything to do with the change I have been going through for the past month? since I am changing he is changing as well and I think there is a connecting to this.
Ok off I go, be sure you do not forget to enter my give-away HERE.