.As you know I started with a diet called Grip op Koolhydraten(low carb). I love this diet a lot since it allows me to eat really good and I never am hungry in between meals. The only thing with this diet is that the weightloss goes slowly, really slowly.
The slowly losing weight is getting to me big time. I need to lose 30/35 kilo's to be at a healty weight. My mind is already there and for the first time in my life I feel really ready to lose the wall I built around me. I no longer need it. To be so ready in your head and so far behind in the reality of the scale is eating at me. I am afraid it will drive me into a depression.
So I decided to take a drastic deciscion. I am going to start with the cambridge diet. I have heard and read a lot about it and I think it will be brutally hard to do, but it will get me where I want to be in a short a mount of time. Afterwards I will continue to do the low carb diet for the rest of my life since I find it more a lifestyle than a diet for me and that will help me to stay on the weight I want.
I can see myself thin again, I can even feel how it feels to be that way again, it makes me feel warm and happy within, the idea of fitting again in my favorite jeans or being able to wear boots, me feeling happier and more sexy, all of this I can see already. This gives me the drive to do this.
This will be a difficult road I think, but I am going for it! I will keep you update when I start and how it goes.