I am going to share with you a photo that I do not like of myself, in fact I hate it. Why? Because I was probably at my heaviest that I have ever been and it was taken last summer in Italy. When I look at it I can still feel the sadness and the feeling of not knowing how to look or stand to at least look a little bit thinner than I was for the photo. You can read unhappiness all over my face. I wanted to hide under a rock to be never been seen again. I still get emotional just looking at this photo.
This is another one where you can see my round face:
I have searched my computer to see if I have any more before photo's but I can;t find any of them, I think I deleted them all and I also know that I hardly took any photo's of myself.
This is me two days ago(bit blurry photo was made by Anthony):
And a close-up made by me:
What a difference right!?? It is almost like looking at a whole other person and in fact I feel different.
I am struggling at the moment and looking at these before and after pics might help me to stay motivated and on track to lose at least another 10 kilo.
Ok off to work now, have a 5 hour shoot this afternoon and another 4 shoots till Sunday, hope I can get through it all without losing my mind :).