I am getting there

Phew, what a long time it has been hasn't it?

I am trying to not feel guilty and trying to listen to myself and my body for a change. I have been reading, sleeping and scrapping...YES! scrapping. Mostly for magazines but I enjoyed it again :)

So far what this attitude has brought me is more silence inside my head, I do not flip anymore or feel like steam coming out of my ears. I am starting to feel more contend and even happy. I can feel that joy is ay my reach but still I can't seem to grab it YET! Still there are a lot of things that still do not work, but I am patience and I know it takes time, so I sit back and enjoy the ride.

I made this lo about it:
 
And here is a sneak peek of my new challenge which will be revealed on the EntreArtistes blog this wednesday:
 

So what else has been happening in my life?

Anthony: Anthony was talked about by the people who guide him and us(from time to time) and they think a day treatment at the psychiatric ward for kids,  which is next to his school, might be good for him. I told her otherwise and why and she said I also had some good points. It doesn't feel right to me. I feel that if I do this it would be the beginning of the end for him, do not ask me why but I have always felt this, strongly! He is doing better in school since January and his teacher is happy about that as well, so that is all that matters for now.

Jadenn: Jadenn is going to 3rd grade(not sure if that means the same in the usa) next schoolyear. I can't wait for it! I hope that he will do fine with reading and stuff. Would be a breath of fresh air to have a kid without troubles/worries in school. He got his 5th sticker today for swimming which means it will not be long before he can get his diploma for swimming!
The proud little man:
 

Ok off to relax again :), talk soon!

Corinnexxx

Comments

[Jenneke]

Wat fijn om te lezen dat het weer wat beter met je gaat!! En ik ben blij dat je weer plezier hebt in scrappen want ik heb je nieuwe en inspirerende werk wel gemist!!
Ik wil je nog even bedanken voor het feit dat je mijn give-away op de blog hebt gezet. Je wilt niet weten hoeveel mensen er op mijn blog kwamen via dat van jou!! Echt super!!
Jammer dat je niet gewonnen hebt... So sorry.

XXXJenneke

[Haggith]

love that layout, girl!!! :)

btw: groep 3 is first grade in USA. :)

Did you get that other box assignment done?
We should get together again some time...it was fun. But that will probably be after the holidays.
hugs!!!

[linda loe]

He wat fijn dat het weer beter gaat. Het is altijd moeilijk om je eigen grenzen te bewaken zeker als je ook nog een gezin hebt en werk. Ik hoop dat je het ritme te pakken hebt en het zo goed blijft gaan:-)
liefs Linda